Wednesday night I went to the gym to do a aqua class. I decided that I should hop on the scale and see where I am at. I haven’t been to the gym in two weeks due to my Mom’s heart attack. I didn’t want to leave her, so I was finally able to go. The scale said I gained 2 pounds. I was pretty mad and pissed off with myself. I should have made better choices while eating out.

So today I went to the gym and the scale read that I am 2 pounds lighter! Oh this made me so happy. I am so excited that I lost those two pounds and now my body better watch out because I am going to turn into a gym freak! I am planning on going to the gym at least 5 times a week. I am sick and tired of feeling like this. I need to stop feeling bad about myself and stop feeling depressed. Get up and GO to the gym!

I have been feeling upset and depressed because I didn’t go through with the surgery, but more that I think about it I am glad I didn’t. One major reason why I am glad is that I wouldn’t be able to visit my Mom in the hospital because your suppose to stay away from hospitals when your recovering. That would just not stand right with me. It would have been super hard and depressing even more knowing my Mom is having surgery and I can’t be there.

So I was so lucky to find a great website called Myfitnesspal.Com. It is so freaking awesome! I happen to see some people on my facebook use it. So I decided to check it out, see what it is all about. I liked what I seen and signed up. I am not being paid to submit this link, it is a great tool for weight loss. Everyone on there is so nice and supportive! That is what I need, support!

I hope to be down to 349 VERY soon!!!!