I am been selling some items that I no longer need. It is just taking up space and if I can get something for it why not? I have been selling a lot of Livejournal. I find that it is easier then Ebay. They do not charge you fees. I set my prices and shipping to what I want. So far I sold over $200 dollars worth of stuff! Its really a nice feeling to go into your checking account and seeing money! It makes me feel really good too. Along with selling some items, I have been looking for some online work and offline work. If you know anyone that is looking for someone to do social media, freelance writing work, please let me know! Thanks!

I have been sick since last Friday night. It really sucks! First my Brother got sick and then Matthew got sick. One of them got me sick. Not sure which one, but we all have the same thing. I was really sick Sunday and I was out and about and it really sucked! I had a fever and I was so miserable, but I had to go out. I have been getting more rest though. Tomorrow I have my appointment with the medical group for my gastric bypass. I hoping that I will be well enough to go as I already canceled twice. One was due to issues with the insurance and the other was due to snow.  Then Friday I have my first weight in meeting, Saturday I go for blood work and next Tuesday is my sleep study. I am a busy girl!

My new theme is about 95% done for March. I love the way it came out. It is very different! I can’t wait to share it with you guys! I also bought a new domain for my gastric bypass surgery journey. The domain name just came to me and I went to check if it was available and it was! I was so excited! I was working on a theme for it, and then I started to cough and well then my throat was hurting and I couldn’t be bothered. So I am planning on working on it tonight since my new theme for March 2010 is done! Can you believe it will be March??? WTF? Where has this year gone?? The time is just flying by which is great for me because July 2010 seems so far away!

Wow, I can’t believe that its already February. I remember when it was Christmas eve and thinking about the new year. The time is really flying by fast! Which is great for me and my surgery date! I don’t have a surgery date yet, but I do have a month and its July!! I am so excited!

As much as I am excited, I am really pissed off. I feel like my insurance company is being very difficult with me. Sometimes I just want to quit. I just want to cry because I feel like this is never going to happen. I want this so bad, and I have been doing everything that I can to help my situation, but I feel like I am just going to fail.

Ugh

So here is to things getting better in 2010! Its a new year. I am planning on starting out fresh. I have been struggling with my weight since forever. So this year I am planning on making a change. As of right now, I am following the Body Bugg diet. Basically I eat a certain amount of calories and burn a certain amount of calories off. It is a niffy program. The Biggest Loser contestants use the same thing. I plan on doing this for awhile till I hear about my other plans have gone through. I have lost 3.8 pounds since last Monday. Which is a awesome thing because I wasn’t really trying.

The weather here has been so cold. Its so windy, and doesn’t make it any better. Whenever its cold, it makes me wanna sleep. Blah. I used to love the winter, but now I can say I love the fall and spring.

We got some new games for the Wii. We got Mario Kart, Silent Hill (Matthew’s game) Super Mario Brothers and the Wii sports which game with it. I really want the Biggest Loser and Jillian Michaels game. I think I am gonna see if I can find them used before I dish out all the money for it. You also need the Wii fit board, and I am not sure if I have enough room in my room for it. We also hooked it up to the internet too. Its amazing. Matthew and I have our own little Mii character. I haven’t really played it too much because I have been busy working or cleaning. Matthew has been playing  it a lot though.

I am off to do some more work!!

Matthew bought me this really high tech pedometer from amazon this week. It seems really neat and I am so excited about getting it. I have been really good staying on my diet. Saturday is my first weight in and I am really nervous to see what happens. I have been watching, but I haven’t really got in any “real” exercise. I am going to try to do a few tapes tomorrow or find something on demand I can do. That is that great thing about Comcast, they have great exercise programs on demand for free.

Nothing else exciting has really been going on. The time change has really messed me up. It really gets dark around here really quick at 5pm. You think it would be 10pm!

Yesterday I joined weight watchers. I have decided that I am no longer going to subject myself to living like this. There are so many things I want to do, but my weight holds me back. It is very frustrating.

Saturdays are my weigh ins. I really hope that I can stick to this because I don’t know what else to do.