Hope everyone had a great Valentines Day! Mine was pretty good. It was a very long day. Matthew surprised me with a perfume that I have been wanting. I seen it before and we were low on cash and we seen it again at Macys and he let me get it.  It even came with a cute purse too. The lady at the perfume counter was so nice to give me a goody bag with other perfume samples in it! This is great for my purse or when I travel, which I will be doing late April. The perfume is called Queen by Queen Latifah. It smells soo good.  It reminds me a lot of Thierry Mugler Angel, one of signature perfumes along with Ralph Lauren Collection for Her by Polo Ralph Lauren and Jean Paul Gaultier Classic perfume. Those are all my most favorite perfumes and now Queen Latifah’s Queen is added to the list!

I am really excited about my first weight in this Friday, yet I am very nervous. I really hope that I lost something. With all the medication I have been taking for my colds, I hope that would not effect it. I plan to eat light for the next two days. I am not really hungry anyways because I don’t feel well. Alieve D and Delsym has been my best friends lately. They really kill the cold good. Delsym really tastes good too! Thursday I meet with the dietitian for an hour to talk about my eating habits after surgery. It is a mandatory thing I must do to be approved for my surgery. Next Tuesday is my sleep study. This will be the first time I was sleeping without Matthew since the day we got married. I am going to be lonely. Oh well, it is only one night!

Tomorrow is Valentines Day. I know Matthew got me perfume , but I don’t know what kind. He says I “love” it. Which is awesome because I need some more. The perfume came with a goody bag that has a small balloon with no candy. I’m happy about that because I don’t need candy! It also came with a free purse! Yeah!

My first weigh in for my gastric bypass is Thursday I’m really nervous about it. I hope that I lost some weight. I can tell in my jeans that they are looser thought. Jenn was so sweet to let me raid her closet while at her house. She has great style! I love all her clothes! Its awesome that I can wear her clothes. I hope someone can wear mine when its time for me to buy new skinny girl clothes!

Blah both Matthew and I are sick. He claims that when he was shoveling the snow when we had the big snow storm that he didn’t cover up well enough and he got a bad cough. He gave it to me. My brother is also sick as well. A bunch of sick people! I don’t feel like going out tomorrow, but I have too.

What are your plans for v day? Matthew and I are going out with family most of the day. Hopefully going to the grocery store for my food and movies to see the new valentines day movie with Ashton Kutcher… Yum

I can not believe its December already! Where has the time gone? Next thing you know its going to be New Years! Wow, I still remember walking on the beach with Matthew from this summer. I guess time does fly by when your in love!

Sometimes I forget that Matthew were over 1,000 miles away and the long distance relationship we had. I don’t know how I did it, but I guess I got through it and now were happy then ever. So many people said it wouldn’t work and long distance relationships don’t work! I am living proof that it does. With patience and time it will happen. I can remember getting small little gifts in the mail that Matthew would surprise me with. My favorite memory besides Matthew proposing to me on New Years 2001 is when he gave me a promise ring. I was so excited and showed everyone! I was and still very happy.

Sometimes it slips my mind all the times we left each other at the airport, being heart broken. It is really a horrible feeling. We got through it, and made it work. I knew that he was the one, which is why we picked out “Your still the one” by Shaina Twain as our wedding song. I guess goose bumps sometimes when I hear it because its so true about us.

I know that I never mention about our Thanksgiving. It was good, I got sick. We went to a restaurant for dinner and it was very good, but I got sick. Man I should really know better! I was so sick, I was tempted to go to the hospital. I made it thru the day, but in serious pain. Gr.

I didn’t hit any of the black Friday sales. I actually slept in and enjoyed it. I did finish our Christmas shopping last night. I am so glad that its all done. It doesn’t feel like the holiday season when its 60 degrees outside. When is it ever hot like that in December?

I have been sick for couple days no. Blah, it sucks being sick!! I have a bad head ache. The medication they gave me doesn’t seem to work and I was feeling better and then I started to feel weak and very tired. I gotta get better soon because Matt and I are going to visit Jenn’s family next week! I can not wait to get away!!!